I'm Sick..

I hate being sick, I turn into such a whiney little bitch when I'm sick. I have a head cold which I'm sure is going to turn into something else and completely fuck my weekend up. I normally will get sick once or twice a year if that so I'm assuming this is my time to get sick.

It also doesn't help that I was half naked for about three hours on Sunday. I had my cousin who is a photographer take some boudoir photos of me for Dan for V-Day since we normally don't do anything crazy. I figured I would do something a little crazy and a little sexy since we've both been under some stress and whatnot. I'm sure he will love them.

My SHG is scheduled for Monday and I could not be happier. I'm really looking forward to getting this show on the road even though the time did fly by. I can not believe it's going to be February already, I remember writing back in November at how February seemed like a long time away and bam here we are. Now we just have to cough up the money and start this whole IVF process but for now I will just cross my fingers and hope the SHG comes back fine.

Vacation Plans Have Changed..Again

So instead of going to Mexico we are headed to Florida!

I'm really excited about it actually. After talking to Dan about it we both decided that Florida would be a better option. Seeing as how our upcoming IVF cycle is just around the corner we didn't want to take the chance of going to Mexico and have something happen. We decided on Siesta Key, it's on the gulf coast so the water is just like Mexico. We found a pet friendly hotel so that we can take Bella along so we don't have to board her for the week.

Tonight is also Bella's first training course which I'm so happy for. I told Dan that if she wasn't properly trained there is no way we can take her on vacation with us but I think she will do just fine. I'll write tomorrow about how the training went. For now it's off to do laundry.

Shopping Makes Me Happy.

It really does. I can be in the worst mood and the minute I step foot into a mall I feel completely better. I love new things but again who doesn't right? I think my love of shopping can at times be over the top. I sometimes will buy something just to buy it, get it home and be like what the fuck am I suppose to do with this. I'm not a "let's shop the clearance rack" kinda person I'm sure that you can find some good deals if you take the time to sort through all the bullshit but who wants that? I'd rather pay full price for something I love and want that very moment.

I've never been much of a bargain shopper. If I see a price I just pay it. I never try to get something for less. Honestly I just don't really want to bother. I'd rather pay whatever the cost and be on my way. Perfect example, I was at the doctors office paying my co-pay and the receptionist said it was $150 because I bounced a check. Not thinking anything of it I pulled out my debit card and paid for it. Come to find out I paid for the person standing behind me co-pay and past due amount. The doctors office called me later that day to inform me of the mistake and I was just like oh really? I had no clue.

I think that's why I give the best gifts because I don't care how much something costs. If I know Dan wants something I will do everything I can to get it no matter the cost. People will then be like wow you paid that much for that, you should have went here or went there and got it cheaper but I don't care I paid what I paid and he's happy and that's all that matters. I guess that's why shopping makes me happy because I know that I'm getting what I want and if I want to overpay for something that's my own decision.

Helllllooooooo Mexico

So Dan and I were talking today and we decided we are going to go back to Mexico. The last time we were there was about two years ago and we had an okay time. We had a connecting flight to and from and we almost missed them both, the food was bland and shitty.
You must be asking yourself why are we going back then. The reason, it's cheap. For the two of us for five days is fifteen hundred and that's for an all inclusive. We are actually going to go to Cancun instead of Cozumel. Now before you say that it's a shitty place, only younger people go there to party and get laid let me just say that Cancun has come a long way. Yes there are still tons of shitty hotels and drunken assholes but for the most part Cancun has really cleaned up. We are staying at the Gran Caribe Real Resort & Spa.



I can't wait to sit my ass on the beach and just relax. Of course this all depends on if I'm knocked up or not. I don't know how I would feel being pregnant and flying. I know that you can I just don't know if I'd want to. For now I'm just going to be happy that we are going on vacation since I didn't think we'd be able too.

Thank God That's Over

Ok so I gotta admit. I'm so fucking beyond happy the holidays are over. I actually wanted to go to bed yesterday before the ball dropped just to get it over with but Dan made me stay up. At 12:01 I was in bed though. I'm normally not the type of person to rush the days, weeks, months by but since I have so much coming up I just want it all to start happening not now but right now.

I seriously have happy feet thinking about the upcoming months. First starts my birthday celebration with the best group of girls that I could ever ask for. It's mani's, pedi's, massages followed by drinks and some drunken shenanigans that I'm sure we will all be laughing about for months to come. Followed by a surprise birthday outing by my lovely husband. Last but certainly not least is the start of my IVF cycle.

Since it's the start of the new year I tried to think of what my resolution would be. I didn't do your typical "I'm going to lose weight" resolution because lets face it by February that shit is out the window because you're stuffing your face with a big mac and fries. My resolution is to cook more, eat out less. I'm a huge foodie. I love all kinds of food but honestly since I started eating organic I do feel bad if I don't stick to it. So I decided that I will just have to cook more at home. I have the time, the supermarket is five minutes from my house there is no reason why I shouldn't do it.

So tonight will be my first night of cooking at home, normally on a Friday we either order out or go out to eat but not anymore. Tonight I'm putting my skills to good use and see what happens. Hopefully I don't burn down the kitchen.